Changes.

Go ahead and say I’m acting “brand new,” because, in all honesty, I don’t care about anything you have to say. My New Year’s resolution was to make sure that I made myself happy first. That’s exactly what I’m doing. I’m NOT sorry that I had to cut hella people out of my life. (I’m definitely NOT sorry if you were one of them). I’m NOT sorry that I had to drop anything that was NOT beneficial to me. I’m NOT sorry that I changed certain things about myself for myself. Hello!!! I’ve been doing so much for everybody for as long as I can remember, and this year is all about ME, MYSELF, and I.

Build a muthafuckin bridge, and get the fuck over it.

Honestly, people change and reinvent themselves EVERY DAY. Just because I’ve started at this point in my life, so what?! Who the hell is anybody to tell me that I shouldn’t change certain things about myself because that’s not who I’ve been? That’s the point of CHANGING.

I don’t hate pink anymore, but who cares? Fuck, I hated that color for good reason, but why shouldn’t I allow myself to heal and get over it?

I don’t hate Hello Kitty, or make-up, or purses, or nail-polish, or high heels, etc.

Just because I’ve opted for wearing a cute ass pair of pumps over my regular sneakers, that makes me “brand new”? Shit, then I will be brand-muthafuckin-new, because that’s what I want. Key word: I. That’s right, the shit that I am doing for myself is because I want to do it.

I don’t care about you, or your feelings about what I do. I cared about everybody’s opinions for too much of my life. No more. If you don’t like it, get the fuck out of my face, because I will do it regardless.

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